Feel so relieved~ was living in the fears of losing my job yesterday...after hearing my colleague whisper about someone leaving next week. I thought it was going to be me since I've yet to pass my probation. I was worried for the entire day and night - lesson learnt...never be kaypo and eavesdrop on other people talking. Well, my worry is lifted this afternoon when one of my colleague came over to me after lunch.."Adeline, I have something to tell you later."
Shrudders*.
I went to look for her as soon as we're back in office...she announced the news to me...she is leaving the company. I was SHOCKED! She has been here for quite long and I always thought she is one of the valued staff for my boss...never expected her to leave so soon...since I was only here for two months plus. Well..I know it sounds mean to feel this way, but I am actually relieved that I am not the one leaving. Will miss her a lot...she is a friendly and nice gal..and I know she'll do well in her life. Wish her the best. Seriously, I can't imagine anyone would want to resign from such a nice company...nice colleagues, nice bosses, no stress. Probably she has found a better job elsewhere. I dunno.
Yesterday I rushed home to prepare dinner for dear. Twinkle has managed to sneak out again and poo poo near our speakers causing a few unremovable spots on my tiles! Grrr... I swear to find a method to confine her where she can't possibly sneak out again. Haha, and I did. Since I wasn't feeling too good over work yesterday...I din have mood to talk much over dinner...and dear was in his usual wierd temper days again. After dinner...he made a big hoo-haa...banging on the bathroom door, slamming doors etc. I was beginning to think he is mad...but I ignored him anyway...one concept I have...if anyone is trying to attract your attention with noise, ignore him..otherwise it'll become a habit. Plus I was way too moody and tired to bother about him. So I had an early night rest. Just when I was falling asleep, he came into the room and starting jumping on the bed waking me up. I was pissed. We had a pillow and bolster fight (pretty normal for us, but sometimes he can be quite rough and I'll be angry). Halfway through, I went downstairs for a drink....he followed me and corner me in the kitchen...asking me to explain why I am behaving that way tonite. It ended cos we were both too tired...so we went to sleep. I really hope Tete can grow up and stop behaving like a child...he is already over 30 years old...I need a man who can take care of me, not a child whom still need my attention and care a lot.
I am mentally and physically tired...realli. Especially with so many preparations going on. Now I am beginning to worry about our unprepared wedding..yet to work on the guest list. Arrghhh.