All TT ever did on the blog was complain....on the phone he complains, during our meetups he complains..sometimes i wonder if he is a girl..if he isn't, why does he behave like one? All our arguements recently is making me pissed...all he does is side others, if not he will be throwing the dirty job to me..i have to be the bad guy in every case while he plays the Mr. Nice Guy. I had enough! All I am doing is trying to benefit us, whereas he will go n decide something which will get us into trouble. I shall skip the details part cos I still care abt his feelings. But anyway, like wat TT says, hope the renovation is over soon and hope that we will not quarrel abt such things again. Work, renovation, our unprepared wedding is putting me under lots of pressure. He mentioned he needs to fight for his career now...but i wonder, why at this point of time when we are most busy?? Or he thinks that I m able to handle everything myself? Sometimes i feel so shag by fighting this battle alone. Am I making the wrong choice? I dunno...
It has been a while since I last had a break...the trip to bangkok last sep wasn't really a break for me...pa and ma was with us, so we had to take care of them most of the time and there were too many restrictions on places we can do and time spent together. I yearn a lot for a break now...even if its a short getaway....just wanna leave everything behide and escape from this world.
Idiot manager is making things difficult for me, first she ask me why i listen to music during office hours..pls, i only listen for abt an hour...and jeff does it all the time, why does she question me only. Then she threw lots of tasks for me to finish before i leave...even including chasing customer's payment...shit! Bitch! To think I used to feel sorry for her and tried to do my best for the co. Now I can't wait to leave this place ASAP and they better dun deduct my salary...otherwise...
I wish the 2wks+ pass soon and I will be out of this living hell...then I can concentrate on renovating my house and preparation for the wedding....and I wish that TT stop complaining soon and behave like a man from now on.