Love you through happiness or sickness

I have always lead a simple life. Simple in thinking, simple in living, not pondering too much what I want in life nor plan for my future.. However, things start to get a little complicated after marriage.. Although I can't remember what privileges I had signed away during our solemnization ceremony then, vividly.. vows such as "love you through happiness or sickness" do come floating on my mind. Hence, I always tell myself that I must give my dear the best things in life and to bring her xin fu. Sounds great eh.. however, things are slightly different in reality.. I am always falling behind my dear's expectations. No matter how hard I tried, how fast i moved.. I am just not "good enough". And worst, my face seems to fit nicely in whatever fault my dear can find in her life. However, I am telling you(dear) now that I am not giving up. No matter how far I fall behind, how difficult things can be.. I will continue to fight on.