I dunno if i should be feeling this way, afterall..he may realli be working hard to give me a better life. But recently i feel so far away from dear. I dunno wat to talk to him about and sometimes i just don't feel like talking to him at all. He'll raise his voice at me for stupid reasons and we'll end up quarreling. He had to go back to office to work for the past two weekends..leaving us very little time to spend with each other on weekends. On weekdays, other than the time spent travelling to work and home, we don't communicate at all! I miss the times when he'll call me during lunch to check if i've taken my lunch or how am i...i can't even remember when is the last time he did that. Probably only when i am sick..
He doesn't look really interested even when we're out together and I find myself accomodating more and more to his demands/ likes and I am getting kinda sick of this. He doesn't even come on MSN that often anymore...so no chance of communicating online too...i'll be going for my jap class alone tonight...then going home alone..i'll probably fall asleep before he comes home. Guess i need to get used to being alone from now.
