Feeling terrible...

I am feeling terrible right now...my brain feels like its shutting down any minute. My eyes dun seem to be functioning well..the rest of my body just seems to go into standby mode and even mentally i am suffocating. I seem to be enguffed by this sensation of lack of air. Something which I've been experiencing now and then since our wedding preparation. Things did not improve even after our wedding. Our weekends are always jammed packed with activities and housechores..just thinking about the unfinished housechores is enough to make me sick. I feel weak...I feel like i am collapsing. I feel like giving up...my pets, our house, our car...anything that needs responsibility from me. It is selfish for me to push everything to dear...but i can't bear them all myself..maybe i have been too ambitious..i shouldn't have taken on so much ...more than i can take it. The tortoise we saved today...additional pressure...i am stressed. I feel like escaping into a good sleep...a sleep which i never need to worry about waking up...i need a good sleep badly.