Okie..the title is not as sad as it seems to be. I am just feeling gloomy cos dear left for his one week overseas conference on sunday and won't be back till this friday. But thank God, today is already Wednesday...so means 1.5 more days to go. I never get the chance to be alone in the house without dear..so this is the first time. Alone in the big house without dear, it seems so empty..even though I had Twinkle and Cookie (our new pet rabbit) to keep me company, I still feel lonely and sad. Wished that dear did not leave at all.
I endured the first 2 days..but yesterday while on the phone with dear, i finally broke down and cried. Never knew that missing him can be so sad and painful. Usually I only feel this way after a breakup. This made me realise, what if one day when we are old and he have to leave me due to old age or sickness? I'll pray to God for him to take me also...life will be meaningless without your other half...no matter how much good things you have in life.
Lastly, just wanna say..I miss you dear..come back home soon and safe.
