Celebrated my 27th Birthday yesterday. As I grow older, lesser and lesser people remember my birthday. Dear did not give me the surprise I expected at the stroke of midnight..in fact, he slept throughout the entire night. I went to work with a disappointed mood. Some friends that were in my friendster wished me happy birthday through msn...and some through sms. But none of my close friends remembered. Sighx. I guess I am not a good friend that is worth for them to remember..even on this special day. Dear sent me a bottle of sand and a stuff toy as a surprise...hee..he always sends me wierd stuff. But I do appreciate his effort. We went for a sumptous dinner..and he even prepared a surprise cake for me when we reached home.
Not sure what is wrong with me...somehow the lack in surprises from dear has resulted in me being reluctant to do anything for him as well. I used to plan nice surprises and handmade gifts for him...but now I just make do with a off-the-shelf present. Really hope that this will not affect our relationship...but somehow..this birthday was another disappointment for me..I can't really explain why..but I am just not happy..isit becos of my expectations or is dear really not someone who can give me the romance I wan?
