Wanted to go out for lunch today...even thought of doing something I've not done in a while like maybe driving in to JB or cycling at Pulau Ubin...but guess the weather totally ruin it. We can't have lunch at the hawker centre nearby cos its raining heavily...had to settle for pasta at a restaurant downstairs....$10 lunch today. No lunch for following week.
After yesterday's food tasting...I kinda envy Shirley for having such a great friend like Huixin...well, they're both my pals whom I can count on when I am bored or lonely...but it saddens me when I realise I don't really have any best of friends...someone that'll sacrifice almost anything for me...someone that is prepared to dump their bf aside when they know I need a friend..I mean I do have friends that are really loyal...like Jac and Huixin...but sadly to them I might not be their best of friends...not even Irene whom I held so dearly in my heart....to her I am probably just another friend. This made me miss Shuhui even more....missed the times when we will spend every saturday afternoon together by going to the libraries or swimming pool...the times when we tried to visit almost every neighbourhood shopping mall...(that's how I know what Causeway Point looks like)....missed the times when she will demand money from her parents to buy me a birthday gift....sighx, she made me learnt to cherish people when they're still beside you...even though I know I'll get to see her again someday...even though she might be watching me now...it still saddens me that she can't be by my side now. Her birthday is coming soon in 2 mths time...will invite her to my wedding and hope she is happy for me..
Shuhui my dearest friend, this is dedicated to u.