Friday, September 08, 2006

Mixed feelings of shock, happiness & depression

The past few days has been wierd...having nitemare about my wedding on thurs nite. Dreamt that many things went wrong on that day..thankfully its juz a dream...this reminded me to be extra careful and plan out things to the smallest details so that nothing can go wrong..afterall I wanna concentrate on being a meimei bride on my wedding day.
Yesterday dreamt about the silly boss from my ex-co. Haha...guess its coming from my sub-conscious cos I actually quarrelled with her..until she is so pissed, she asked me to go. But this is probably I never dared to talk back at her when I was working there...even the time when she called me after I've left..kinda regret it now. But anyway, again its just a dream.
Recently been receiving many surprising news...more friends getting married, and found back a long lost Primary School friend. I am not sure how we lost contact though..cos I did try to contact her even though we went to different Sec School..but somehow no effort was coming from her part. But this time round, she was the one that msg me on frenster..budden when I tried to ask her out for a short dinner...she mentioned she needs to accompany bf. I guess its those pple that places bf above frens that tend to end up with no friends ba. One thing to be glad is, I still have many friends that even though they're attached, they don't mind letting their bfs or hubby tag alone during our outings..I think even though your loved one is impt, eventually you still need friends to surround you and keep you company when your bf and hubby is busy. Let's see how things go with this found back friendship ba.
As for dear..he has been busy lately and always came home late...but I was touched when he offered to take the MRT with me...which means a longer journey for him to office. This weekend will be lonely as dear has other commitments, a company chalet and a colleague wedding to go to...hope I can find some friends to keep me company. Dear bought me some funny shaped rambutan yesterday...real sweet..but looks wierd..hehe...I realised he alway buys me fruits when he comes home...really treats me like a monkee eh.