Been totally stressed out recently..work hasn't been too good. Had to call several nasty people recently and the response for my seminar hasn't been good. I am left with only 2 weeks to the event...worse case I'll just postpone it. No choice. Sighx. Din manage to get any appointments since I am busy preparing for the event.
Recently has been engrossed with reading other people's blogs...blogs that I won't find boring..some of them are:
www.cruzteng.com (a 933 DJ...i like his style of blogging...very HIM! Although I don't know him personally, but it'll be fun to have a friend like him. I like people who are true to themselves and not afraid of exposing their weaknesses or ugly side.)
www.dawnyang.com (a babe who is rumored to have undergone plastic surgery. but who cares, as long as she looks pretty now, thats good enough.)
www.missizzy.org (got to know her through her CNA interview...no comments. Just glad that I am not her.)
www.michellep.blogspot.com (a normal girl that is studying overseas...I got engrossed with her blog cos I was curious to know how it is like to be alone overseas in a faraway country...)
www.cherishlove.multiply.com (a typical couple like us~ just got their first HDB and preparing for marriage. They made me realise, all young couples faces the same migration problems. Keke)
And of course the numerous blogs from online forums that I follow. Went to collect back my cam on Friday...glad that nobody questioned me when I left office at 4+. I even though of an excuse that I am going for a short meeting if someone do ask. =P Got back my cam in perfect working condition...they even fixed the auto focusing problem I think. And i only had to pay $126 for the repairs instead of the original $300+ quoted to me...so happy about it. Minus the $50 which the previous seller paid me..I only had to top up $76 myself. No doubt this made me $76 poorer, I am still glad the amount was reduced significantly.
I went to pay Dear a surprise visit after my cam collection...lucky for me I managed to alight at the right busstop...climbed that challenging flight of stairs (nearly fainted)...and finally reached Dear's office. He ended work early just to come down and meet me...hehe...boy, was he surprised, but can see he was very happy. We met his colleague KJ on the bus and he commented that Dear is so lucky to have his wife come fetch him...hehe..can see Dear blushing. We continued to Habourfront SAFE for some shopping...they were selling this prestigio HDD at only S$99 for a 40GB! I was so tempted to get it to store all my MP3s...but Dear reminded me of how broke I am this month. We even avoided any groceries shopping this week cos I am so broke. :(
I went down to do my trial makeup and hairdo. I liked the way my MUA listened to my opinions. I hope she can help me to look my prettiest on my AD. Wow, only left 4 months officially to my wedding ...starting to feel nervous already cos there seem to be tons of things not done yet. We had many kind friends that offered to help out...but we declined cos we don't really know what needs to be done yet. Kekeke...I am already halfway done with the schedule and programme list...probably just needs to fine tune it. Hmm..this is the list of things already done / undone:
Wedding Foto - Done & Collected
AD Gowns - Chosen, left EG not ready yet. Have to send bought gown for dry clean and ironing.
Wedding Invites - Ribbons 70% tied. Map printed not cut yet.
Wine - Found a source but decline due to unreliable seller. Have to source for alternative. Worse case, we don't cater wines since we have free flow beers.
Projector & Screen - Have not informed vendor that need to pay deposit to setup...not sure who can help us setup as well.
Programme List - Halfway Done
MC Speech - Have DL other pple's version...still deciding whether to use theirs or come up my own.
Guest List - Waiting for Dear to be free to discuss but we'll usually so tired on weekday nights or too busy on weekends to discuss.
Bridal Car & Deco - Booked. To reconfirm.
Photographer & Videographer - Booked. Suppose to meet them up to discuss.
Balloons - Need to buy some helium heart shaped balloons for bridal car and banquet venue. Maybe order from florist.
Meeting with florist & food tasting - Not done yet.
Hand Bouquet - Ordered. But to reconfirm the color of the roses. (Maybe change design)
Emcees & Jiemeis - To meetup with them. Corsages and Chokers made.
Wedding Log Cake - To order sometime in Oct. November collect and deliver.
Clothes for Parents - Only left my mum clothes which she'll settle herself.
Jewellery & Tiara - To borrow from Bridal or MUA.
Veil - Check if they have red edge veil. Borrow long veil from MUA.
Reharsal - Not done yet.
Church Ceremony - To inform Pastor not conducting.
Wedding Songs - Chosen, to burn into CDs. Including March-in Songs.
Equipments - To bring DVD Player & Laptop if playing Slideshow. (Photographer provides photomontage. To check.)
Guo Da Li - Stuff bought. Left foodstuff to buy.
These are all I can think of currently...hope I din miss out anything important. This year is really fanatic...no time for anything that is less important...our brains are really maxed out...and I come to work every monday with a stoned and dazed mood. We had to cut out a lot of things such as our wedding bands, snacks for cocktail session due to budget constraints. Kinda disappointed about the wedding bands thingy...cos we don't have anything that we wear all the time since Dear find the Tiffany pair too bulky..but its something that I'll really liked to have. Then also jewellery..was expecting something from our parents..but guess that's not gonna happen. So I guess I just have to stick to fake costume jewellery and my one and only brilliant rose ring. =(
This entire wedding and parents thingy is putting me into a depression state...I get pissed easily everytime I think about the wedding issues. Sighx. I wished we had more caring parents that'll help out more..my MIL only know how to get us to spend our $$$ and demand we return her the money which she lent to us. Plain selfish person..my mum only know how to demand more n more $$$...another selfish freak.. PisseD, but nothing we can do. Dear is pretty stressed out himself with his work, his studies and pressure from our wedding. Partly caused by me too since he know I am so stressed out. Budden there is nothing I can do about it..not till our wedding is over. I HATE OUR MUMS! Sighx. Dear, if you are reading this, I DO NOT WANT TO CATER BUFFET FOR OUR MUMS. THEY WANT TO SERVE FOOD, ASK THEM TO COOK OR PAY FROM THEIR OWN POCKET. WE DO NOT HAVE EXTRA BUDGET TO PAY FOR THEM. UNLESS PAPA WANTS TO COME OUT MONEY FROM HIS OWN POCKET AGAIN. AND ASK PAPA TO GIVE ME THE $$ FOR THE CAKES...IF GIVE TO MY MUM, IT'LL NOT COME BACK AND WE WON'T BE ABLE TO GET THE CAKES.
Shuggs...I am feeling frustrated again. Better end my blog here.