To my dear wife..

dear lao po.. i am sorry for not spending time with you recently. come to think of it, we haven't really been "together" for a very very long time. work is always something that trouble men. its like a double-edge sword.. we often think that we could give our love ones better life by just working harder. but unknowingly, it also creates the distance from their love ones. from time to time, when you are asleep. i would actually "creep" up to your side and look at you. everytime i see you so tired, i became even more determined to work harder and give you a carefree life. but i guess my approach is wrong..

lao po ah lao po, just want to tell you that i have never forgot my promise to you. To love you and to take care of you for the rest of my life. Neither have i stop loving you.. Life is short. I want to love you every second, think of you every minute, miss you every hour, kiss you every day, tug you to sleep every night, go out play every week, bring you to holiday every winter, go shopping with you every summer, go walk walk with you every spring, enjoy the scenary with you every autumn and be with you forever and ever..

P.S CNY and valentine are coming.. Lets have some fun okie~

Love
Lao gong~

I feel neglected =(

I dunno if i should be feeling this way, afterall..he may realli be working hard to give me a better life. But recently i feel so far away from dear. I dunno wat to talk to him about and sometimes i just don't feel like talking to him at all. He'll raise his voice at me for stupid reasons and we'll end up quarreling. He had to go back to office to work for the past two weekends..leaving us very little time to spend with each other on weekends. On weekdays, other than the time spent travelling to work and home, we don't communicate at all! I miss the times when he'll call me during lunch to check if i've taken my lunch or how am i...i can't even remember when is the last time he did that. Probably only when i am sick..

He doesn't look really interested even when we're out together and I find myself accomodating more and more to his demands/ likes and I am getting kinda sick of this. He doesn't even come on MSN that often anymore...so no chance of communicating online too...i'll be going for my jap class alone tonight...then going home alone..i'll probably fall asleep before he comes home. Guess i need to get used to being alone from now.

In the mood for cny...

The season for snacking on endless CNY goodies, gathering with relatives and friends and lazing at home with dvds is coming in 2 weeks time. We've done our "spring cleaning" some time back and dear repainted our main gate and walls...so we're all ready for CNY!

We've brought the drinks needed to entertain friends as well as snacks and sweets. But I've not been down to chinatown yet...will drop by this sat and see what i can get there..probably some pineapple tarts, kueh bangkit...nian gao...and some decoratives. Yippeeee...

Our house has been dressed up for CNY..here is how it looks.

Princess Melody's Carriage

Done quite a number of transformation to our car over the weekend. We fixed up the new mudguard, new signal light cover, wire mesh for the front part, curtains so that the sun won't shine on me again and most importantly, melody decals!!

Here is how the car looks now...it wasn't easy to get dear to approve this...so must not overdo it...but dear's side of the car do look a bit plain.

My latest desire!!

Dear asked me the other day if there is anything i wan. I thought for a while and replied, "nope, nothing." I have already gotten my dream car, the ds-lite which i loved and we'll be going for that Tokyo trip next year. So ya, there seems to be really nothing that I wan until the irritating Apple launched this yesterday! This two weeks old baby from Apple is tempting me to give up my one year old Macbook. Other than the slim and stylish design - which i loved!! It comes with the improved touchpad similar to the iPhone on it. You can zoom in and out of a picture or map and enlarge just using your fingers!! Wow! I would love to bring this lappy around with me cos it is so slim and light. But i still do love my macbook cos its in my fav. color...but but...i hope dear will sponsor me this macbook air soon...costs $3000+ with the portable drive inclusive. Pray pray...i promise to be good if only dear will buy me this..hee.

Oh, i went for my eyebrow embroidery yesterday...dear laughed when he saw me..said i look like la bi xiaoxin. :( I can't wait for it to fade off soon and shrink i hope so that i wun look so wierd anymore...i'll prob apply concealer to it tmr.

Bad start of the year for me =(

After being sick on the 1st day of work in 2008, I am down with heavy fever less than a week after. And for the next one week I was in a drowsy and sick mode. I can't breathe well without my nose being blocked and ears were blocked as well. I guess this year is really not a very good year for me. So its better that i do everything with caution..spend money wisely...eat more healthy foods etc.

Another sad thing is our baby-i got a small dent on the side..supposingly caused by another car when it opens the door. Suxs...i hope it doesn't cost too much to repair that. Only thing that i use to cheer myself up now would be CNY which is approaching soon!! Yippeee...new clothes, good food, gathering with friends and family! And also counting down to my BKK trip soon...