Cameron Trip 2007

Back from the short cameron trip. This trip is mainly for family bonding and some relaxation for me and dear. Good to get away to the greenery and cool air over there. But travelling with old folks do have its woes as well...mummy keep complaining about having to walk even though its only a short distance..good thing was it was a short trip..so everything was over pretty soon.


The nice 2 bedroom apartment we rented. We even did a bbq session there.


Few years back we took a picture at this exact same spot...me and dear weren't even married then. Hee...time flies..








Heart shaped leaf...should remove the 3rd petal huh..but its ok, symbolise me, dear and twinkle!


Xmas surprise from dear...99 roses!! Nice!!

Was in such a bad mood yesterday that i forgot to write about the little incident that happened. We were at Macdonalds buying our breakfast and spotted an injured tortoise at one of the carpark lot. We suspect it had just been run over by a car cos her shell was cracked and she was bleeding. We din know wat to do with her so we covered her with a towel and left her near the pond...to our surprise, she gave birth to a few eggs there. She must be using her last breath to give her babies life..

Worried about her, we returned few hours later to rescue her...dear brought her to a vet cos she is still alive. She is still alive and really hope she can pull through with her babies as well. We know nuts about hatching tortoise eggs, but i really hope the eggs can pull it through like their brave mother.

Feeling terrible...

I am feeling terrible right now...my brain feels like its shutting down any minute. My eyes dun seem to be functioning well..the rest of my body just seems to go into standby mode and even mentally i am suffocating. I seem to be enguffed by this sensation of lack of air. Something which I've been experiencing now and then since our wedding preparation. Things did not improve even after our wedding. Our weekends are always jammed packed with activities and housechores..just thinking about the unfinished housechores is enough to make me sick. I feel weak...I feel like i am collapsing. I feel like giving up...my pets, our house, our car...anything that needs responsibility from me. It is selfish for me to push everything to dear...but i can't bear them all myself..maybe i have been too ambitious..i shouldn't have taken on so much ...more than i can take it. The tortoise we saved today...additional pressure...i am stressed. I feel like escaping into a good sleep...a sleep which i never need to worry about waking up...i need a good sleep badly.